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The Awakening

by Pensive Fear

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    Krakatoa, or Krakatau (Indonesian: Krakatau), is a volcanic island situated in the Sunda Strait between the islands of Java and Sumatra in the Indonesian province of Lampung. The name is also used for the surrounding island group comprising the remnants of a much larger island of three volcanic peaks which was obliterated in a cataclysmic 1883 eruption, unleashing huge tsunamis (killing more than 36,000 people) and destroying over two-thirds of the island. The explosion is considered to be the loudest sound ever heard in modern history, with reports of it being heard up to 3,000 miles (4,800 km) from its point of origin. The shock waves from the explosion were recorded on barographs worldwide for days afterward.
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The Awakening Words & Music: © Tom Brown ------------------------------------------- They'll be a day when it will come waging a war on everyone it will fall from the sky and beneath the ground its destructions all around thy aftermath will not compare to all the wars that we did share for most of our lives it will take our saddened broken hearts will break Only time can tell On the longest days eve they hear a sound earth shattering not knowing whats to come to there surprise look in there eyes A vicious mist will fill the air the clouds will hide the light the ash shall fall hard like rain from the sky there is no shelter to hide only to fear the sight outside with words of wisdom they'd say Look in the air the awakening beware The mountain erupts tonight A deadly sound and lightning bright As the people fall to the ground choking and screaming from fumes around only a whisper they could say with no warning to get away all the world could watch and see they hear the sound the ground breaks free a haunting look from the lives spared the wrath of nature is aways there Look in the air the awakening beware The mountain erupts tonight A deadly sound and lightning bright
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Where The Answer Lies © Words And Music By: Tom Brown In the darkness of night Your awakened by a sound Chilling thoughts of a dream coming true Waiting for the day Only wishing for time to pass So you can run and hide Soon you'll realize that fate passed you by I could not see I could not cry The one to be in the shadows eye Only to find the truth they hide Where the answers lie They Lie Finding out the truth what is stranger Or finding out the truth at all A hidden passion for lifes dispear A picture hides a thousand lies Crys and whispers weep of the sadness But crying tears they never fall Within a dream I'm free from it's capture but the heat will take us all It will reveal I could not see I could not cry The one to be in the shadows eye Only to find the truth they hide Where the answer lies Here is a new day Will it bring the same Hoping the sun could shine Take away the smoke & rain You should not dwell On things you cant control Only if I could have saved Those twisted burning souls They can not see the future Or what lies in store ahead Others known of the problem But didnt say in case there wrong A shamed face is nothing to warrant For thousands died for there mistake An early warning they would regret For the lives they could have saved I could not see I could not cry The one to be in the shadows eye Only to find the truth they hide Where the answer lies
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The Anguish And Betrayal Words & Music: © Tom Brown The anguish and betrayal Hidin secrets will reveal The passion we hads not real Even though we followed our hearts Those could tell me why Couldnt shed a tear or cry No-one knows the pain I feel Sorrow days are lonely nights Only to save the ones who fight Could try again another day The winds are telling me Somethings to come for all to see The bridges you burnt not to repair The anguish and betrayal In thy eyes of those who hide Coud not save the souls who tried To fight there way to higher ground A deafning sound they heal The start of the end is growing near The only escape is to ride out the storm It was predicted it would be No-one can help just watch and see They're all alone left to fail Hidden beneath the stone A child lays alone Wishing this dream would come to an end They're parnets couldnt see The prayers the crys the plea LEAD The Anguish And Betrayal Look you'll find the hidden truth and a sign When cowards rules the day Those who hide A shamed face no pride Like a journey through thy beyond Anger people watch and stare Seeing they're loved ones turn to air Knowing the answers to believe Was the sign for them to leave They were not sure of whats to come Til its to late for them to run All the children start to cry Watching there mountain slowly die The Anguish And Betrayal
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A Dusty Dawn 03:48
A Dusty Dawn Words & Music: © Tom Brown A dusty dawn will try to hide are fears Only hiding behind our past and tears No-one knows which way we fall apart or cry I couldnt tell you the reason why For those to hide inside Only Hide A dusty dawn If it benefits you you will thrive Everyone can see your inner lies Only to look good in your childs eyes All the lies and conquest to detail Steals the souls upon this vail trail Will not haunt the man who will prevale A dusty dawn A saddened look toward future ways Telling us of the brighter days Wishing the vail thoughts of victory Would not stain our mine a thought unseen Only I travaled to the thoughts within Leads me to a better life begins Lead Speaking of the past in silent words Can only help me find the path to turn Looking though an hourglass in time Seeing me as a child in saddened eyes Wondering if my dreams would be for real Or seeing those who would hide or steal My dusty dawn Dusty dawn
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The Wrong Path Words & Music: © Tom Brown You chose the wrong path to follow You see the mist and haze through the trees A beaten path and empty hollow As you walk there's nothing to see Those who fall have to stand tall It's ruthless this path can be Go astray you won't find the answers The question is to believe (Ask yourself) Only you find out thy answers (You can believe) It's hidden away can't you see (Yeah) As you walk you see your shadow But is it your's that will follow? Or someone close behind ! Nows the time to realize There's no light shining bright For you? (Walk) This way they say distant voices far away (Hide) Or find your way thats what the voices say Confusions not what your after Better life to share I agree I'll look inside for the answers That evil life is not for me This path has taught me the answers Help me find a way I can see I see the haze start rising I see the sun start to shine (Ask yourself) Only you can find the answers (You can believe) It's hidden away for all to see (ah) LEAD
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FOOLS DAY Words And Music: © Tom Brown Look through the eyes of thy beholder His chill is skin deep You feel the madness is calling All the secrets he must keep Never awakened in silence Always dreaming the same I often wondered about it Trying to stop this dreadful game Oh Oh I'm seeing visions of his might Oh Oh It's a new fight I have tonight Coming from insanity across this padded room From the darkness of my mind lies are consumed I'm trying to broke free unlock that hollow door but the laughs of evil echo through the room Locked doors can't stop me in this crazy place barred windows can't stop the unholy grace Fools Day they have the secret They lead the fools one by one Fools Day they live in madness I can not fool only one Please forgive me I have sinned Take me from this hell My mind is ill and I'm not afraid To try and find my way ( LEADS )
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Echoes Of Yesterday Words & Music: © Tom Brown Seeing the shadows of fear in the night Hiding across the desrt plains To protect they're passage as they ride for glory Watching the battle start in the North Look around and you'll see more Swords and guns are fighting left and right All the men will NOT retreat The battle now it's not won Only for awhile til morning comes Echoes Of Yesterday Echoes Of Yesterday Wish a wish and dream a dream Hear the voices callin They're taughting from the field beyond See the sun slowly rise Smell the smoke and powder Waiting for the right moment to strike All there worries and they're fears Will not follow Are we ready to fight I know we are will we see tomorrow A brighter day Feel the breeze the wizard flys Holding they're pride in there hand Were tellin you just how to ride So prepare your sword Just incase the south winds are wrong Wear your armor of your told See the tree where the warriors hang Dont follow that road Fate calls in a moment in time Just do what your told Hide your fears your tears and your sorrow This is war? Echoes Of Yesterday Echoes Of Yesterday Lead Wish a wish and dream a dream You hear the voices callin Waiting for the right moment to strike We are ready to fight Will we see tomorrow
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Who Are You 04:21
Who Are You Words & Music : © Tom Brown You're Leading, You only wish, The time with an iron fist, The rightousness is getting old, You're love for life was rarely told, The thoughts of impourity, Is not the strength you truely see, But the outcome will rarely change, To you, it's all fun & games, This hidden life you choose to lead, Without regret or aim to please, Only haunts you from you're past, You're identity is found at last, A silent gift no-one shall know, Onto the next task the list still grows, But you're face never seems to change, Who Are you? A agent in disquise With one to many lies Who Are You A new mystery is told No signs of life you can unfold A double plot it's just been played Now your the target and the answers fade The tide has turned for you to deal All the misery that you can feel The debt is paid for others past Your hard earned task ran out at last All the secrets you could reveal Could hurt the agents in the field A timely manner for your demise A double agent happens every time LEAD Who Are you? A agent in disquise With one to many LIES !
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MISUNDERSTANDING THOUGHTS Words And Music By: © Tom Brown Misunderstanding Lies Depression is on your mind The Anxiety is high The life you lead is all in moments Precious time My memories are fading Don't remember why The faces change and I'm unknowing Can't realize The time if I'm coming or going I forget those important to me I can't let this cloud my thoughts Make me believe my mind is clearing Misunderstanding thoughts They're telling me I won't get know better But my mind don't comprehend I don't realize or adjust what there saying I fantasize in judgement eyes Don't wanna know or remember these feelings But time to time I remember in minutes Sometimes hours but not days It comes on fast but then fades Adjusting time The hourglass is slowly draining Fearful eyes I'm counting down and barely breathing It's finally time Another gasp is returning My final breath Draws closer as I finally remember, Life
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Desperate Measures Words And Music: © Tom Brown Evil Women takes desperate measures From those in her way Only to find or tell you a story Of what she left behind Making you believe its true Surviving pity is her game Lies, anger and deciet Is her only way of life The doubt shes givin to non believers With fits of rage she lashes out Desperate Measures That's what you'll Take Desperate Measures Your not asleep your still awake Finding Peace in what you say Your mind games are starting to fray Families gone one by one Friends are foes there starting to run Nothing is left when your dying Desparate Measures Desparate Measures People take and others are cryin An God Givith and takith away But that doesn't mean you just throw it away The days comes and you will see All of this is happening Another day comes and they with see All the evil she can be Lies and honor and disrespect Is the things she'll never regret Peace and honor and dignity That is the thing she never will be Facing GOD is what you'll do No-ones home not even you Not a prayer to hell you go No-ones left for you to know? Yeah ! 36 hours left Could you find a friend Though your coming through the mist It may not be them You really wanna find But your heart can not define Your not far from the ridge Your jumping point Your scared and all alone You cant find your way home Your heart blocked desire brings All the sadness that rings Choices chosen fall apart But in your mind it hits the mark Your crying words are all in vain You chose a desperate price to pay for your way Desperate measures Every 3 hours someone dies Can you hear there pleas and crys Desperate measures Finding them will be quite a feet Only I know there heart beat Here's a tip for you I'll trade For my freedom they can be saved Locked in a room of steel they loom Dying by the fumes they consume With every dying breath they take Looms the fear while there awake Will you find them in due time Or will they parish with there crys You better hurry to pass this test Cuz there lives lay in rest...

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Krakatoa, or Krakatau (Indonesian: Krakatau), is a volcanic island situated in the Sunda Strait between the islands of Java and Sumatra in the Indonesian province of Lampung. The name is also used for the surrounding island group comprising the remnants of a much larger island of three volcanic peaks which was obliterated in a cataclysmic 1883 eruption, unleashing huge tsunamis (killing more than 36,000 people) and destroying over two-thirds of the island. The explosion is considered to be the loudest sound ever heard in modern history, with reports of it being heard up to 3,000 miles (4,800 km) from its point of origin. The shock waves from the explosion were recorded on barographs worldwide for days afterward.

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released August 23, 2017

Scarifide Records/Pensive Fear Publishing ASCAP
Words And Music: © Tom B. Brown
Lead Guitarist/Keyboards - Tom Brown
Lead Vocals - Matt Stoyanoff
Drums - Dan Way
Bassist - Mr. Bob Gailey
Lead Guitarist - Shawn Thomas

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